I try and feel the sunshine, you bring the rainYou try and hold me down with your complaintYou cry and moan and complain, you want a tearUp to my neck in sorrow, the touch you gaveYou just don't step inside to, to fourteen yearsSo hard to keep my own head, that's what I said and you knowI've been a beggar, I've played a thiefI was the dog that all tried to feedBut it's been fourteen years of silence, it's been fourteen years of painIt's been fourteen years that are gone forever and I'll never have againYour stupid girlfriends tell you that I'm too lameYeah, they're all used up has-beens out of the gameThis time I'll have the last words, you hear what I sayI try to see it your way, it won't work todayYou just don't step inside to, to fourteen yearsSo hard to keep my own head, that's what I said and you knowI've been a dealer, hanging on your streetI was the dog that all tried to feedBut it's been fourteen years of silence, it's been fourteen years of painIt's been fourteen years that are gone forever and I'll never have againI can't say nothing. . .Bullshit and contemplation, a gossip to tradeIf they knew half the real truth, what would they say?Well, I'm fast upon a concern, it's time to playThese last four years of madness, we shall put it straightDon't get back fourteen years in just one dayIt's so hard to keep my own head, just go awayJust like the hooker she said, not living freeOh, I tried to steal your wayI tried to steal your way. . .