So I'm abusing with it like I am addictedI like the feeling but I guess it's so differentI guess you call it on me that it's so conflictedIt's so good, it's so goodEasing up hinges to feel sane, I'm no saint, you knowEverything is automatic, do my things, it goesCause I'm a freak, there's nothing else I'll ever beNo, yeah, I'm a freakYeahYeah, I'm a freakYeah, I'm a freakThere's nothing in this world I'd rather beThan a freakFreakFreakI know I'm lying to myself but I'm obsessiveThe more I think or blink about it, yeah, expensiveAnd there are times that I deny but don't address itJust so goodSo goodEasing up hinges to feel sane, I'm no saint, you knowEverything is automatic, do my things, it goesLying to myself, I couldn't stayThe amount of what's just worth it for meAnd I'm not gonna lie to myself, I'm not gonna lie to myselfCause I'm a freakThere's nothing else I'll ever beNo, yeah, I'm a freakThere's nothing in this world I'll ever beThan a freakFreakGo crazy, do your piece for meI'm a freakFreakFreakFuiFui