And I've been looking at these photos trying to figure outWhere that light went, how long I've been withoutAnd all I know is that we saved that herdAnd it takes so much strength just to say those wordsYeah, I got these old mixtapes with all these songs on themI made for you, but you never really listenAnd now I wish these days we never stopped talkingYeah, I guess it's been a minuteBut, I'm looking around and everyone here is bringing me downLike we used to have a voice, but it got drowned outAnd all of my friends, we used to dream about money and a careerAnd now the fear has got me freaking on my birthday every yearAnd I've been feeling like the time is wasted on my mindI'm wearing this disguise like everything is fine, butAll of y'all don't know nothing about meAnd I don't know how long this story goesBut you don't like this story anywaySo I'll just leave this CD on your doorstepAnother chorus that you'll just get bored withAnd for once you might have *** to sayBut I'll stop you anywayMom drinks too much, they still don't changeI'm too far gone, I can't be savedAnd all these pills that I take just make me sickThis life been hitting me in wavesBut maybe I ought to swim against the currentAnd I keep falling for the ones who wanna hurt meI used to think I wanna grow up so quickTill I got here and the walls caved inNow everything's so blurryAnd I'm feeling like the days are wasting me awayAnd everyone keeps telling me that I'ma be okayBut all of y'all don't know nothing about meAnd I don't know how long this story goesBut you don't like this story anywaySo I'll just leave this CD on your doorstepAnother chorus that you'll just get bored withAnd for once you might have *** to sayBut I'll stop you anywayI'm not okay, and that's okay with meI'm not alright, I never claimed to beI'm not okay, and that's okay with meI'm not alright, I never claimed to beI don't know how long this story goesBut you don't like this story anywaySo I'll just leave this CD on your doorstepAnother chorus that you'll just get bored withAnd for once you might have *** to sayBut I'll stop you anyway