He helped me change a tire in the Citgo parking lotHe said we both could use a beerAnd I said, hell, why not?What started out as one nightTurned to six months just like thatHe never had a ring onSo I never thought to askBut then last night I saw a message on his phoneHe said, hey babe, what time you coming home?I never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseAnd being the other oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI've heard about those womenWho didn't have a clueThe ones who made excusesLike my mama used to doAnd he jumps in the showerJust as soon as he gets homeAnd I'll spend half an hourGoing through his phoneI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseAnd being the other oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlOh, I feel stupidI feel cheapI feel usedI feel weakI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to hate myselfI thought this kind of lonelyOnly happens to somebody elseBeing the other oneWhen there's another oneGod, this feels like hellI thought I knew who I wasBut it's getting hard to tellBeing the other oneI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlI never wanted to be that girlyou