Dancing in my head, everything feels like dysphoriaCan't open my eyes, can't even see my cordia This is how it is, dying young is now my storiaEveryday I'm livin' in a world full of dysphoria Take me to the hospital, needin' more than medicineI can't even feel my face and I've been boosted with the jittersHeadlines on the table, all these women down in HennessySittin' in this sinful life, I need lights on the set of setsThought that I was peakin', but I just started my trickin'I've been partyin' till 7, got my heads up in the ceilingGod, I hate it, love this feelin' I've been puffin', I've been stealin'Life is gettin' fuckin' crazy, but I'm used to thisCause I've been in thisSince I was 16Lived in the NimbusSo I can feel itI've been in thisThen it came comin' throughI've been in thisCause I've been in thisSince I was 16Lived in the NimbusSo I can feel itI've been in thisThen it came comin' throughI've been in thisSince I was a kidI couldn't wait till I was olderNow I'm 18Even with ***, I would do thisSober and my pride is takin' overI don't even care for closureBaby, I am so elusiveI can't even do composureI'm just lost and freeCause lately I've been sittin' downFadin' at the clubGot my life lookin' like a cinemaCinema***CinemaSince I was 16Lived in the NimbusSo I can feel itI've been in thisThen it came comin' throughI've been in thisSince I was 16Lived in the NimbusSo I can feel itI've been in thisThen it came comin' throughI've been in thisI've been in thisSince I was a kidI've been in thisI've been in thisI've been in this