When my friends ask me, Elia, will you come with me? And I say a lot around the ears, today it won't work again While I'm lying here alone in my bed I want to hide, where no one sees me Although maybe I would like to be with them Maybe I should have left, but now it's too late And you call, I don't answer Because I can't do otherwise I don't want you to see me like this How I'm lying here under the blanket Am I okay? Why do I feel alone here? What's my problem? I want to get out, but I stay here I hurt myself Can I sleep? It's already half past four Am I okay? And will it pass sometime? I hear myself say things, that I don't even mean You ask me if I'm okay, I say yes and think no I'm angry at myself and feel so mean When we argue again, until someone cries Then I bang the door, sometimes I'm way too mean Instead of telling you, that I love you And you call, I don't answer Because I can't do otherwise I don't want you to see me like this How I'm lying here under the blanket Am I okay? Why do I feel alone here? What's my problem? I want to get out, but I stay here I hurt myself Can I sleep? It's already half past four Am I okay? And will it pass sometime? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay? Am I okay?