Late night staring at the ceiling Knew this day would come but not how I'd beFeeling, didn't know what to expect Feels like my heart was ripped from my chestHoped your pain had been fixed I hope you know how much you're missedAnd I'm sorry I couldn't say goodbye in person You watched me grow, I watched you loveNo photograph captures all the love you had I watched you build an empireIt came from all that you desired In your life, in our heartsSometimes I wish I told you more How much I love you and why I needed youWhy I needed youMy last words weren't what I wanted to say I hope you hear me now, it's just I couldn't think straightI would've been home in a week But you suffered so long so it's okay you had to leaveHoped your pain had been fixed I hope you know how much you're missedCause I'm still crying, trying to go on without youYou watched me grow, I watched you love No photograph captures all the love you hadIn your life, in my heart Sometimes I wish I told you moreHow much I love you and why I needed you