Story of my life, searching for the right, but it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul, cause it seems that wrong, really lost my company This is more than a man, and this is more than love, the reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in, because I'm gone again, and to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air, as I'm doing my hair, preparing for another day A kiss upon my cheek, it's here reluctantly, as if I'm gonna be your lady I say I won't be long, just hanging with the girls, a lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know where I'm about to go, and we know it very well Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful and it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love is trust, I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with, I don't wanna do this anymore Anymore I don't wanna do this anymore, I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door, I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore, I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer A murderer No, no, no